Zach

2009-04-11T09:20:00.002+08:00

thought i would post an update. in case you don't know, i'm currently in sungei gedong camp as a mortar specialist in 42SAR. very secluded place with very weird people, but you learn to live with it and i think i'm doing fine so far. :)

so long since i meet up with my poly, bmt, sispec buddies. not sure how well are they doing. hopefully i'll be able to squeeze some time out of my precious weekend to meet up with them.

there're so many 21st birthday parties to attend this year! everyone's morphing from boy to man, from girl to ladies, teenagers to adults. lol.

z.

2008-12-24T15:10:00.005+08:00

are you gonna finish strong?

z.

2008-11-16T13:24:00.007+08:00

yesterday spells the end of our journey in SISPEC. a journey always kept in mind. as always you can't avoid saying goodbyes to people from time to time. the best thing i could do was to wish everyone of them best of luck with their new postings. all the way echo platoon 2 section 3. and tim, wouldn't have made it if not for you. keep in touch buddy.

2008-10-12T15:13:00.002+08:00

so sweet, i can hardly speak due to such trauma in my teeth. so weak i can hardly keep, shaky legs holding up my feet. gonna navigate my way through the shits.

z.

2008-10-01T16:24:00.006+08:00

so i got posted to SISPEC at pasir laba camp. everything here have been so good so far, besides the distance that i have to travel whenever i book in and out. In SISPEC, they emphasize a lot on leadership qualities, they expect us to take the initiative in whatever we're doing. over here, we have more free time, more canteen breaks till you get sick of it, more freedom, less scoldings, less push ups compared to being a recruit. it's also weird to wake up in the morning and not seeing my old section mates, i miss them terribly. but not too bad, at least after almost 2 weeks with my new section mates, they're fun people to be with, and hopefully we'll be as united as my old section mates.

and yes thanks for all the birthday wishes and the time taken to celebrate it with me. even though my birthday falls on my book in day, you guys had made this birthday more happening than i expected. made me realised how fortunate i am to have friends that are so awesome and lovely. big thank you.

to my friends that are enlisted or enlisting soon, all the best to your bmt.

z.

2008-09-15T16:37:00.003+08:00

hello everyone. there're so many of my bmt experiences that i would love to put into words and share with all of you here. but sadly, i'm not allowed to do so. i'm just gonna say that i'll miss crapping with my section mates, making fun of sgts and going through all the shits with them together. i love them. hellos and goodbyes, thats the way how life works. learn to adapt.

all the best with the posting guys,
z.

2008-07-26T18:14:00.003+08:00

hello friends, not too good with the updates huh. this pretty much sums up what i've been going through.

days, they seems like years.
running with a heavy heart,
just like how my thoughts are.
its a little rough here,
pulling me down.
memories rings,
and here i go again,
they push me on.
staring at the horizon,
scream and shout,
wish upon this small volume,
could reach the loved ones.
learn to appreciate the small,
accomplish the big.
miles to go,
tough times will end,
my fire won't.

z.

2008-07-05T22:11:00.012+08:00

we might have been, less than perfect. and even though its gone i know, it was worth it. scenes, from broken dreams begins to pass by. and as i turn off the lights for the last time. it's no surprise, i won't be here tomorrow. i can't believe that i stayed till today. there's nothing here in this heart left to borrow, there's nothing here in my soul left to say. the one embrace that no one knows. favourite places that i used to go, the whispering before i sleep. both wrong or right are memories, don't write away those memories. there's so much i have to say. don't cry, just say goodbye, now its over.

goodbye,
z

2008-05-27T22:56:00.015+08:00

3 years
of hardwork...
of bad times...
of laughters...
of waking up 6.30am in the morning to attend 8am classes...
of traveling from hougang to dover back and fro...
of mugging in the school compound before exams...
and most importantly,
countless years
of friendship to go...
of learning...
of remembering all the sweet sweet memories in sp...

what can i say now. definitely going to miss the good times. and no, this is not the end yet. because i always believe good times never ends. keep rocking.

2008-05-06T00:22:00.003+08:00

its through hardship and events that hurts like a bullet through my heart, that makes me learn to appreciate the small little things and the people around. its so bizzare that it takes a lot and a long time for the brain to understand hidden meanings about how we feel about today's world. time is fast, just to remind myself never to take things for granted. participate in more good deeds, show more love to others and perhaps one day, when in need, people might show love to you.

5 may 2008.

2008-03-30T23:53:00.002+08:00

it's been quite a while since i comment about a good movie. the last one was probably click, which i almost teared. just last week, caught semi-pro with friends. besides all the hilarious and comical part of it, i find this movie meaningful enough for me to mention about. i love this phrase from the movie, "E.L.E - EVERYBODY LOVES EVERYBODY".

sometimes the amount of effort you put in, does not always equate to the success that you expect. this can be very heartbreaking and tears may be forecast for some, the dark clouds are gonna hang above you, but they're not gonna stay forever. just got to carry on, and believe that the rainbow is hanging somewhere around the corner.

waiting to catch a glimpse of this rainbow.

2008-03-25T01:49:00.003+08:00

its 2am in the morning, and my mind is in a blank state now, its my thoughts thats acting like caffeine keeping me awake.

sometimes we fear growing up, sometimes we embrace it. this feeling is like, the day we realised what we do are not for ourselves, but for someone and with greater responsibility. and you're worried about how people look at you, rather than how you look at yourself. you start to look back upon the things that you couldn't do, but now you feel that you enjoy your life on what it has to offer and trying to stop those wonderful moments thats in flux at that point of life. i just feel as we grow up, we tend to chase things that are within our reach. why can't we live with a childhood like mindset living the simplest but yet a fulfilling life. i miss being a child.

2008-03-04T23:41:00.002+08:00

its already the fourth time, and i'm sad to say that i've fail to pass my driving test once again. this whole process of getting a driving liciense has been a mental torture so far. i getting tired of failing, or rather numb. despite that, i'm really glad that i have friends and family that showed concern for me. thanks for all those words of encouragement, they certainly made a huge difference. failure is nothing but a process, a process considered healthy.

on a happier note, i'm proud to say that i've graduated. finally a hard fought diploma awarded, only my buddies in school know what i mean. i must say that i'm quite lucky to have know this group of friends who's willing to offer me help in my studies, they've pick me up from where i fell down. i'll never forget the good times when we sleep in lectures, joke in class, study for exams together, have breakfast and lunch together, work on our final year project together.

2008-02-17T17:05:00.002+08:00

hello. so its almost the end of chinese new year. sounds cliche, but time really really flies. i came across those familiar primary/ secondary textbooks that i used to study in my cousins house. i kind of put myself into their shoes and reminise the times when i was around their age. oh my, those was the darkest moment of my life. i can only wish them all the best.

most things fade in time, no matter how strongly you feel about them. even so, one day, they did something so amazing that made you remember what it was that caught your heart. sometimes people let you down, but hey they're not perfect, they're just that good. good things do come in time.

2008-01-21T20:40:00.001+08:00

i can hardly believe. i'm actually 3 hurdles away towards the finishing line. the first day of school seems like yesterday, still fresh in my brain.

all the best to friends having exams. off to make sure it's the final lap.

2008-01-01T01:27:00.000+08:00

waves to 2007, hello 2008.

reminiscing can be good, especially if there are unforgettable memories. 2007 was somewhat a rough journey for me. from time to time, i felt like i've lost my identity, all worn out and weak. but it was through all these, that had sharpen me into someone stronger, someone who could fight the past, recognise the present and live for the future.

despite the challenges that are mounting up in this new year, i just wish for dreams to be big and worries to stay small, to be true to myself, love, peace and happiness.

2007-12-14T17:02:00.000+08:00

i walked out of the lift, took a deep breath of the fresh morning air, look up in the wide blue sky. out of nowhere, thoughts of how beautiful the world can be, struck me. its quite some time since i had that feeling, and it felt great. this is vitally important to me, because at this point of time we've been stuff with reports, test, assignments, personal problems and all that we hardly have anytime to breathe. this can be frustrating, however a reminder of all is still good would be a good source of motivation for anyone. and i hope that this forwards to a good friend of mine who's feeling down recently, cheer up!

at the mean time, wishing everyone a happy holidays ahead. peaceful silent night and happy new year.

2007-11-23T19:38:00.000+08:00

here i am, feeling bored. so i've decided to blog. came across this recently. ''it is useful occasionally to look at the past to gain a perspective on the present.''(Fabian Linden). its really amazing that what i am today does mean something. the ability to think back about what i have, the chances i've missed, and everything that had happened to me for any reason had made me realise that even when i'm feeling down, broke, stressed, doing badly in studies and the list goes on, i have so many things to be thankful for at the same time. and its important that i keep my focus on this, and not get led away. i believe in a better future, in 2008,2009,2010....... i'm feeling excited about how my future is gonna turn out and whether it will work on me. hope that everyone is as excited as i am.

2007-11-15T00:46:00.000+08:00

appearance catches the eye, but personality catches the heart. how true. haha.

2007-10-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

the click five showcase live at MOS was freaking gd! the drums was mind blowing. the bass that send my chest pumping. the electric guitar that was kept sexy. the keyboard and the vocals that almost paint my face with tears. i'll never forget this special night.

their next single after jenny is empty. its a song about falling out of love. i can really feel the emotion when they're playing this song. their next music video which is empty was recorded that night, and those who were present that night are going to be part of the music video shown to the world. how awesome right!

manage to get hold of their autograph on their new album 'modern minds and pastimes'. and joey zehr was friendly enough to offer me a handshake! The album and the poster!

the click five first song addicted to me in mos.

the click five performing empty at mos.

the click five final song headlight disco at mos.

2007-10-01T19:32:00.000+08:00

i had a wonderful birthday celebration. huge thanks to all my awesome friends who spent the day with me, and all those who send me birthday wishes, i don't know what to say, but thank you thank you.

what a surprise from you. i've enjoyed myself. this is the best birthday present i've received. thank you so much.

2007-09-13T14:39:00.000+08:00

results out. thanks to all who have help. you know who you guys are. best result i ever had in my poly years. needa work harder next sem!

INDUSTRIAL TRAINING PROGRAMME - SINGLE SESSION A

ENGINEERING THERMODYNAMICS A

BACKPACKING, THE FINE ART OF TRAVEL BY ROUGHING IT OUT DIST

MECHANICS III B

FLUID MECHANICS B+

ORGANISATIONAL MANAGEMENT B+

COMMUNICATION SKILLS FOR WORK C+

MICRODEVICES AND MATERIALS C+

Semester GPA: 3.283

2007-09-02T15:29:00.000+08:00

holidays here? not really. still got to work on our final year project.

what a boring life we're leading. you live to study and you study to live. what to do? fcuk up society we're living in, where only certs proves your worth in this world.

just have fun whenever we can.

2007-08-02T17:26:00.000+08:00

simpsons the movie was awesome. go watch it!

exams are around the corner. i'm starting to feel the stress but i guess most of us perform better under stress, which leads me to conclude that feeling stressful is not a bad thing afterall.

thats all for now.

2007-06-30T20:21:00.000+08:00

Cheers to Modern Minds And Pastimes! THE CLICK FIVE.

Track 1 - Flipside

tu tu tu tu tu tu tu... my fav part of the song. my ringtone currently.

Track 2 - Jenny

funny vid they made for this song.

Track 3 - Happy Birthday

i like the sound of the bass at the beginning. sounds coool.

Track 4 - Addicted To Me

sounds from the keyboard and the guitar is fantastic. ben and joe rocks.

Track 5 - I'm Getting Over You

nice song. a very diff and mature voice from kyle.

Track 6 - When I'm Gone

the new click five. rockkkkk.

Track 7 - Headlight Disco

retro track. gd to be save and listen in the ipod playlist.

Track 8 - The Reason Why

10/10 rated. emo.

Track 9 - All I Need Is You

best track in the album to me. get addicted.

Track 10 - Long Way To Go

listen to the backing vocals. is niceeee.

Track 11 - Mary Jane

my fav song in the album.

Track 12 - Empty

another nice and emo song written by ben and kyle.

can't wait to get hold of their album.

2007-05-31T20:38:00.000+08:00

call me a gay,homosexual. whatever. eric has lovely vocals, he's hot and cool. and ethan has got nimble fingers on his bass. amazing.

The Click Five - All I Need Is You.

2007-05-31T14:57:00.000+08:00

I know this is damn bad. but it was my classmate jeremy's idea. He came out with a list of how my lecturer pronouce certain english words.

System - Systim
Smooth - Smooz
Method - Mesod
Valve - Wuv
Mathematical - Masemasical
Lessen - Lianse
Head - Hat
Prevent - Prevunt
n - Ern
Theoretical - Seorithical
Throttling - Srosling

what the heck right? I try not to laugh whenever the lecturer speaks, but the potato grown jeremy laugh at the lecturer just because he got A1 for 'O' level english. 'Siao'. haha. (just kidding jeremy. haha.) and if you see this, please don't edit my photos. hahaha.

miss cherry lollipops.

2007-04-29T14:17:00.000+08:00

omg. each time i think about it, i can't stop laughing. and i bet the same goes to weiwen, jeremy and jiaqing. haha.

guess what we saw? we saw frank lanpard sitting on a bench in food court 3. lol. confused right? the frank lanpard i am refering to is a middle age guy's private balls. he was wearing a running track shorts sitting on a bench with one of his huge, gigantic, hairy, black ball sticking out! and he couldn't feel it at all?! imagine the number of people at the foodcourt who walk past and saw. i don't know how they will reacted, but the four of us laugh like mad. haha.

sch is so fun.

2007-04-15T13:07:00.000+08:00

attachment's over. sometimes its contradicting, when i'm at work, i miss school and my friends, and now when school's gonna start tommorrow, i am starting to miss work and the people around there. strange huh. and i am really thankful to all the staff in the company who've guide me all along.

a new semester which i look forward to. new timetable, new friends?, new modules to worry about. i hope i will be able to cope.

2007-04-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

Hit me, knock me out. And let me go back to sleep. I can laugh. All I want inside I still am empty. So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me...

2007-03-11T22:51:00.000+08:00

well, got back semester results this week. once again jeremy yap zhu quan, weiwen william, jiaqing, junbao and weilun saves my day. thanks again to all those who help in my school work.

NETWORK MARKETING A

ENGINEERING MATERIALS II A

ADVANCED MACHINING & INSPECTION B

COMPUTER-AIDED MACHINING B

REPORT WRITING AND PRESENTATION C+

INDUSTRIAL ENGINEERING C+

ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS III D

ENGINEERING DESIGN D+

Semester GPA:
2.712

a million misses emptying my heart.

2007-02-24T00:45:00.000+08:00

i find that chinese new year is just like normal like any other day as i grow up, i couldn't feel any fun or joy like before. a lot went through my mind when i went back to my uncle house where my grandmother used to live. i miss my grandmother. i miss her soup which she cook specially for me. rest in peace.

every second it makes me weaker....

2007-02-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

I'm holding on waiting for your call
it's simple but I can't explain this
I'm sinking down I feel like I could die
I'm falling off I don't know why
I still believe it when you say
it's another perfect day
another perfect day
I still believe it when you say
it's another perfect day
another perfect day
So I might try to leave it all behind
I know tomorrow's not so bright now
I'll say goodbye cause nothing good can last
(you wear and figured no where fast)
and today I don't know how to keep it all inside
but I guess I'll let it slide
I still believe it when you say
it's another perfect day
another perfect day
I still believe it when you say
it's another perfect day
another perfect day
Today I don't know why
I thought that it was real
but I guess it's no big deal
I still believe it when you say
it's another perfect day
another perfect day
I still believe it when you say
it's another perfect day
another perfect day
I don't know how
I don't know how
to let it slide.

American Hi-Fi : Another Perfect Day

those days are gone, now i want so much. don't know what to say, everything's changed, don't wanna say .......

2007-02-11T23:22:00.000+08:00

happy belated birthday to banglun. went fish mahattan to celebrate his birthday. waited for around 1 hour to get a seat. almost faint. lol. so srry banglun, had to celebrate your birthday so late. hope you had fun.

after the dinner, some of us went to club at phuture. quite boring place, but the atmosphere was awesome.

2007-02-08T13:44:00.000+08:00

exammsss are overr! lets rock and roll!! lol.

i got to shop for clothes for new year. i seriously need a new pair of shoes.

2007-01-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

went for first practical driving lesson. and driving is so fun! haha.

really don't wanna break this friendship. its been so long, and it feels bad to lose a friend just like that. give me a sign will you?

now i know, that i can't make you stay, but where's your heart, but where's your heart, but where's your.... my chemical romance - famous last words

2007-01-13T01:08:00.000+08:00

i am amazed by how a person's determination could lead to their success. i must admit that i am not a very determined person or just lazy, and maybe thats why i am unable to excel in my studies. why can people study and work 3 jobs at the same time in poly, use his hard earn savings to set up his own business and became a millionaire in his 30's? maybe we should start to think positively even when the odds are against us. for example during soccer matches, i realised that everyone including me seems to get very demoralised when we're losing. no one likes to taste defeat, but sometimes with a bit of determination, anything can happen. is it not?

exams, test, reports! all these shits since the first week of school. most of us have been stress up with schoolwork and all. and so take care everyone.

life has been colourful with her around. what more can i expect? : )

2007-01-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

okie. i pass my final theory test. which means i am left with my practical lessons to go.

christmas and new year celebration was fun. i would be writing a composition if i were to write down every single details. so i'll just keep it short. thanks to qing long for driving us around during christmas. and for new year, eskibar didn't turn out to be as huge as i expected. nice place to chill out with friends still. but it was certainly a fun and unforgetable day for all of us. thanks to everyone who made it in such a way.

its the new year! just want to thank all my friends who were always there for me. thanks to those people who made life difficult for me too, without you people, i wouldn't have realised who are my true friends. but still you people sux. : ) and oh ya, special thanks to friends from my class like yap zu quan jeremy, weiwen aka william, kuo chun aka aaron, jiaqing and weilun our manager. i survived every sem because of you guys, i won't forget that. : )

and for my new year resolutions, i just hope,

- pass all my modules in every sem.
- improvement in our soccer team in field matches.
- friends to stay together.
- peace with family.
- driving liciense.
- to be with -----.

alright, thats all for now. take care everyone. and happy new year!

can anybody tell me what's going on, if you open your eyes, you see that something is wronggg.

2006-12-24T11:53:00.000+08:00

wootsss. i pass my final theory TRIAL TEST. haha.

one more to go. come on!

going off for some christmas celebration soon.

2006-12-21T14:18:00.000+08:00

this is simply crazy!

2006-12-20T22:53:00.000+08:00

blog construction finally completed! thanks to josefyn! you rock. haha.

holidays are here. but lots of things to be done. shall update again!

peace.

2006-11-28T23:37:00.000+08:00

oops. blog under construction. will be back soon. take care everyone. : )

its been long.

2006-11-18T23:24:00.000+08:00

i think i should write more about my personal thoughts rather than what i did everyday. because i think basically what i do is like a routine. is always the same. so nothing interesting too.

i feel like changing my blog skin, but the website is giving me problems. some database problem i think.

i feel like quiting rouge outdoor soon. carlton is still the best work place ever, at least for me. haha.

mcfly - hypnotised.

new hairstyle

2006-11-09T00:01:00.000+08:00

i just trim my hair a little and now they say my hair look like a bowl. but i don't think so. haha. e learning week is crap, lots and lots of work to be done and next week is full of test.

how i wish holidays are here soon. haha.

simple plan - perfect

i'm sorry, i can't be perfect.

boring.

2006-10-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

school, work, home. basically its the same routine, over and over again. feel worn out at times and thought of stop working, but hmm. shall see about it.

can't imagine life without friends. they're always there for you, happy or sad times. treasure your friends while you can. just wanna thank all my friends for being part in my life.

spending spree.

2006-10-15T14:35:00.000+08:00

just got my pay and went on a spending spree. lol.

so it was andy's birthday yesterday. went to watch deathnote with them at MS. the show was alright. and we had frog porridge for supper.

finally.

trust.

2006-10-08T01:18:00.000+08:00

to that someone:

you broke my trust for you. you're a disappointment. think about it, what if you were the one.

i think that those aunties collecting drink cans in coffeeshop are damn irritating. you can say i am heartless or whatever. but i just feel that since we pay for the drink, we should enjoy it rather then trying to drink faster so we could pass the cans to them. is not like i don't want to give it to them but the most irritating part is when they stand there and stare at you till you finish the drink. zzz.

the all american rejects - it ends tonight.

birthday pics.

2006-10-01T13:19:00.000+08:00

some pics taken on my birthday. thanks to those who came, and also those who wish me.
i really like the shirt that you guys bought. thanks again.

happy birthday!

2006-09-28T00:37:00.000+08:00

cheers. happy birthday to the superstar. lol. autograph session.

sentosa

2006-09-22T00:32:00.000+08:00

went sentosa with the guys today. had lots of fun. beach soccer, captain ball, volley ball. now my hand feel so swollen and numb.

got to work tomorrow. don't know how to work with my hand like that.

suppose to meet jason for dinner at chomp chomp, but couldn't make it. so sorry bro. its been ages since we meet up. next time i promise.

jessican simpson - a public affair.

fug man.

2006-09-21T00:17:00.000+08:00

fcukkkkkkkkkk. #$^#%^#% i feel damn sian. work was bad.

is not like i didn't give my best during work. is like sometimes when you get busy, you'll tend to forget some of the things right. stress sia. grrrrrrrrrr.

went to did my time table for the next sem. and hope that i will be able to clear all the modules by next sem. going sentosa tomorrow. time to have fun before sch reopens next week.

truth or dare.

2006-09-15T01:52:00.000+08:00

had fun yesterday. haha. went to meet the guys for dinner.

to our baby jason:

hey baby, don't worry okie? you'll be fine alright? we'll be there for you no matter what.

i met a bunch of crazy going friends. oh my god, kisses, bites, eating of the paper and licking of cigarettes ashes. haha. thanks for the fun evon, xiwen and zhi hua. a wasted night definitely.

i fcuking miss soccer can??!! my legs are getting itchy. can't wait for sat to get a touch of the ball. haha.

Eating Spree.

2006-09-13T01:00:00.000+08:00

today was eating spree. haha. des,qinglong,weifeng,elmer and me went to catch the movie monster house at cine in the afternoon. the story content was rather lame, more suitable for kids i think. we had burger king before the movie and we had only 15mins to finish our food before the movie starts. i was like squeezing the food into my mouth. haha. went gelare after the movie for ice cream waffle. it was nice, but i was already quite full, so couldn't manage to finish it. had nothing to do, so went to play pool. after pool, had pastamania for dinner. very delicious. i had marinara. its like spaghetti with prawns and clams with some kind of sauce, i'm not really sure what is it. went bugis and slack before going geylang for our supper. we had frog porridge, another food from heaven. haha. really damn nice. especially the porridge.

and i am fcuking happy! i pass all my subjects. though my gpa is like 1.94 and it sux, but to me i am just glad that i pass modules like pro e and engineering maths. i was expecting that i'll fail. but... woooooo. thanks jeremy, weiwen, edwin and all those who help me in my last min revision. thanks a million.

happy birthday derrick.

2006-09-06T14:59:00.000+08:00

i can't imagine life without soccer. all the skills, best of goals moments, good timing tackles, slick and beautiful passing movements, dribbles, wonderful saves, power long shots. and thats why my favourites like pirlo, alonso, gerrard makes me go wohoooooooo! i long to be like them.

so happy birthday to derrick. will be going his house later for his party. i am still thinking if i wanna go clubbing with the guys. damn tired.

the click five - angel to you, devil to me.

say goodnight.

2006-09-02T22:31:00.000+08:00

so the whole week was like working most of the time. went mos with edwin, jordan and junhao yesterday. mos is freaking small, and when you want to walk from one place to another, you'll have to squeeze your way through. damn boring. saw lots of bapok. LOL. fcuking 'pretty'. and a bapok talk to me near my ears cause the music was too loud. her/his voice sound like female, but i feel like puking man. i was like wtffff?! thats what i kept telling edwin. lol. totally no mood for anything.

i can't wait for results. and my birthday as well and i can start aiming for my driving license! hahahahaha.

just close your eyes and dream tomorrow on its way.

Feeling Weird

2006-08-31T02:31:00.000+08:00

it set me thinking all day long.

and i must say it really bothers me.

believe it or not.

Exams Over!

2006-08-28T01:08:00.000+08:00

woooooooooo. exams are over! I can't wait to run wild. hahaha. i am actually quite worried with my results. i don't want to repeat another module again. haha. reoraganising the time table feels worst then hell, it will be damn stress. imagine when your time table is done properly already, all of a sudden they tell you, there is not enough slots for this class, and you have to redo your time table again.

so as usual, soccer in the morning with the guys on saturday. i'm always enjoying every soccer sessions with my friends. is like, most of us only get to see each others only once a week, so its like the only time when we could catch up with each other, its our way of keeping in touch with each other. and i felt happy that, we were still able to keep in touch despite us going to different schools and all. soccer helps me relieve stress too. it makes me forget about all my troubles. so soccer to me, is not totally about playing the game, its about friendship and its my way of relieveing stress. well, i am not saying that we should not improve on our soccer skills, to play a sports, of course we would want to play well in it, its our interest.

come to thinking of learning electric guitar. my birthday's coming and shouldn't i be putting my driving license as piority first? if i were to take up guitar classes, would i have time for driving lessons, work and fun? maybe i shoud reconsider.

just want you to know i was such a fool.

Exams Period

2006-08-22T09:37:00.000+08:00

Exams finally here! Stress ah! Mechanics paper wasn't that difficult afterall. Really got to thank the lecturer who took out his time and taught us. And for Engineering Maths, don't think i can score very well, but still, thanks weiwen and jeremy for your help. And thanks edwin for your help in C prog. 2 more papers to go before we run wild. haha.

i've decided to take up electric guitar classes during my holidays. Is going to be fun. haha. anyone interested to join me? it'll be boring if i go alone right.

baby, its practically you.

Mcfly Rocks

2006-08-13T13:53:00.000+08:00

i feel lazy to update about what happened during the week. cause is like so long. haha. Basically i spent almost the whole week studying mechanics. Lame and boring module. I swear i'm not gonna repeat this module. And time is like passing so fast! we're already at the end of year 2 semester 1, which means we are left with 1 1/2 years more to go.

went rouge for training, quite a lot of things to remember. there are like about 100 choices in the beverage and we are suppose to memorise them. gosh. hopefully i can adapt well to the working environment and the people as well. so went to study with jordan after the training. finally he is studying. and i was able to study too, without any disruptions. okie, studying was not bullshit right jordan? haha. got lots of question left to be clarified in school tomorrow.

I am so addicted to mcfly right now. mcfly rock OBVIOUSLY.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=WGer7VtA5MM

And its ALL ABOUT YOU.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Y0KD0c80E_A

mcfly - all about you.

Keep Fingers Close.

2006-08-08T00:08:00.000+08:00

Its damn rude to play with people's handphone without their permission? You all think it is funny right? i think is damn fcuking childish. i am not saying i won't borrow you my handphone, but you all think it is fcuking fun deleting people's contact and changing it to yours? Put yourself in my shoes. How will you feel if people play with yours? Can at least ASK?fcuk up. Okie, i am feeling better now.

So edwin,jordan and me went cineleisure to catch toyko drift with alcinda and her friends. super nice. lol. remember is the new cathay. don't forget. haha. next time bring more friends okie. lol.
studying was bullshit again. LOL.

Studying outside will end up chatting with friends. right jordan? i won't believe that you really want to study outside already. marina was super jam, because there was fireworks at esplanade. we couldn't even find a place where we can sit down and have our dinner. Buger king, LongJohn, KFC, Macdonald, Kenny Rogers, Billy Bombers, Food Court, Thai Express, Makan Sutra all packed. We totally give up hope. We were really hungry, desperate to the extend that we thought of going to paris buffet. LOL. In the end, we queue 45mins for Mac. haha. so hanging out with them at night on sat was really fun. Went to had supper at geylang. Super delicious. After supper, Dorcas drove us around lorong 18, and we saw lots of ba pok and tikos uncles smiling there and negotiating price with those low life bitches. LOL. It was damn funny.

Sunday was totally wasted. I waited for my cousin to come my house as he needed help in his maths but he didn't turn up in the end. So disappointing. My maths may not be very good, but at least i am trying to help him with what i know, but he didn't appreciate it at all. so forget it.

Today watched Click with edwin. The movie was super touching. We almost cry. lol, hard to believe? but the truth is we nearly did. I can't remember since when its the last time when my tears almost rolled while watching a movie. So this is really a nice movie. The show reminds us that, in whatever you do, always put your family as priority, treasure and love them when they are with you, don't regret till they are not around.

Went rouge with jordan for interview. hmm, new working environment. pay not bad too. so why not? Will start work most probably after exams. Had pepper lunch for dinner. Jordan treat's. (love you baby. LOL!) haha. i don't know what i ordered, but i only know that its very nice. Slack slack slack and pool session with jordan and edwin at lucky plaza. Why am i still hanging out late even though exams are coming? Jordan you again, made us accompany you, i think i am the best friend you can find. ha. I should really wake up. LOL.

Five For Fighting - Superman.

just you see, and you'll know.

Just My Luck

2006-07-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

Mon-Thurs

School as usual. Had been slacking at bugis almost everyday after school with edwin, jason, jordan. I've been having long john silvers almost everyday for dinner. Budget Meal. haha. sick of it already. Grrr, exams making me feel stress up. Especially mechanics.

Friday

Went to work at carlton. VIP function. Hollywood night. The settings and the idea was good. Really felt like a hollywoodstar walking on the red carpet. haha. I was in charge of the ceasar salad counter. Quite fun mixing the salads. haha.

After work, went to Arab street with Jordan, Dorcas and Edwin. Its so fun hanging out at night with a car, you can go anywhere easily. When will it be my turn? Tried to smoke the sisso thing ( if i am not wrong). Apple flavour. God. I can't stand the smell, it's making me giddy and i even viomited. Its worse then getting drunk. Went to mount faber, the scenery was super nice at night. The lights of the buildings and the breeze.

Sat

Soccer in the morning as usual. Don't feel like mentioning what happened. if you know what happened, have a good laugh and forget about it. LOL. shocked of a lifetime. HAHAHA. Movies at Marina Square with guiyuan, des, qing long, weifeng, glendon and andy. Tyoko drift. Not as nice as imagine. Average movie. The drifting was the only interesting part that made me wow. Another interesting thing, in japan, police cars are tuned in factory and if you're running above 180km/h, they won't bother to give chase. power. ha.

you look gorgeous that night till i didn't know what to do.

The All-American Rejects - Dance Inside.

Tiring week.

2006-07-23T17:05:00.000+08:00

Monday - Friday ... (schoolweek)

What an exhausting week! %#$!#$ i've got a good news and a bad news. The bad news, i flunk my maths test to complete pro e. (Pro e = a designing software use to create 3D drawings) What a fcuk up module. The sight of those small dimensions are giving me a headache. And i spent fcuking 6 hours to complete the drawing. oh gosh. i really hope to get done with this fcuking module as soon as possible. So the good news, i've got 100% for my c prog practical test. At least this was the only good thing that made me felt better in the week. 3 more weeks to exam. Revise, revise, revise.

Friday Night ... (curfew's gonna break my heart.)

Went MOS on friday night with edwin, jordan, jason, jason, elmer, elmer friend, weisiong and his girlfriend. Used edwin ic to get in again. This is the second time i'm using his ic, and this shows that the picture in his ic looks really identical to me. The bouncer couldn't spot the difference. haha. elmer's friend was not as lucky as me, he could not manage to smuggle in despite borrowing someone's ic. The ic was confiscated as a penalty and that person have to go there personally to collect his ic. His friend went home in the end. Cab fare with midnight charge. wasted. eye candies! woooo. haha. took the first train at 6.

Saturday ...

Went to highlight my hair with qing long and gui yuan. Everybody thinks that my hair look like ah beng now. LOL. so should i regret? i personally like the colour. So i shall see how it goes. haha.
Watched a movie at tampines mall with desmond, qing long, glendon, andy, gui yuan. Nacho Libre. Super nice show. Entertaining. I like Jack Black shows. He's got a funny expressions whenever he wants to. haha. so don't miss this movie!

Sunday ...

Soccer match at bedok. We lost again. Final score was 4-2. 2 goals from qing long and gui yuan. Good job. I think we played quite okie even though we lost. Everyone of us did our best. Let's stay positive and hopefully we'll get the result we're aiming. Lunch at Parkway Parade. Went for lan session. Total ownage is all i can say. haha.

The All American Rejects - I'm Waiting.

weeeeeeee, ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. keep dreaming upside down.

Night At MOS.

2006-07-16T23:15:00.000+08:00

Okie, i had lots of fun at MOS with edwin, jason, jordan and junhao on friday night. Borrow edwin ic to enter. i was so nervous when the bouncer kept looking at the ic and my face. haha. but still i manage to get in. The atmosphere and the music was great. Lots of funny encounters in the dance floor. haha. And of course lots of eye candies there too. woooo. lol. Stay there till around 5. Went macdonald slack while waiting for the first train.
And also i met up with my long time no see friend meiqing for dinner. haha. Do call me to go club when you're 18. haha. really sorry that you couldn't join us inside. next time i hope. : ) and thank my friends for all the fun!

Home sweet home. slept for 4 hours and went down for soccer with them. It was super tiring okie. haha. And we miss our captain banglun. haha. come down when you have time okie. Midnight movies at tampines mall with des, guiyuan, glendon, qing long, andy and peng leong. Pirates Of The Caribbean. I think that it was quite a boring show, probably because i didn't watch part 1, so i don't understand part of the movie. Almost felt asleep during the movie. haha.

The Killers - Somebody Told Me.

sometimes i do feel tired about things, but i hope i'll get over with it soon.

Pics At Sentosa

2006-07-11T20:33:00.000+08:00

Pictures taken at Sentosa on Sat with Edwin, Jordan and Junhao.

Me And Edwin.

Me And Junhao.

The four of us.

In the cable car.

Nice scenery from the top.

Strip on a beach. haha.

Jordan's fallen angel tattoo. cool huh?!

Porn star. LOL.

Nice sand castles build by someone.

The click four. LOL.

Imitating someone. haha.

Re-Cycle

2006-07-09T12:21:00.000+08:00

Soccer in the morning yesterday with the group. Went Sentosa to meet Edwin, Jordan, Junhao afterwards. We took the cable car there, its been like since primary school we last had a cable car ride. The scenery was very nice from the top, especially when we were on our way back to the world trade center. Had fun sun tanning and playing beach soccer there. And of course we enjoy looking at pretty girls there. haha.

Went marina square with qinglong, desmond, guiyuan and steve to catch a midnight movie. Saw josefyn and her friends on our way. haha. what a small world. Re-cycle. A very interesting movie for people who are interested about supernatural stuff. Should really go catch this movie. Shall not mention more about the movie, cause i don't want to be a spoiler. But here's the movie website : http://www.re-cyclethemovie.com/ . They wanted to watch the 3am soccer match of Germany Vs Portugal after the movie at PS, but i was too tired so i went home with steve. Had a really enjoyable day.

Go ITALY!

forgotten or abandoned person and things never disappear, on the contrary, they wait for you till the time comes.

Superman Returns

2006-07-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

Watched superman returns with my schoolmates. The storyline was good. There were some parts which were very sad. I think i am in love with two hollywood actress, Rachel Mcadams who acts in Wedding Crashers and Kate Bosworth who acts as Lois Lane in Superman Returns. They both have a very sweet face! Ever thought why the world need superman? How great if there is really a superman in this world. Maybe he really exist, we never know.

Rachel Mcadams

Kate Bosworth

Wooo. Germany is out. Thanks to the italians. So Portugal go! Maniche is good.

The Wonders - That Thing You Do.

What A Joke

2006-07-01T21:44:00.000+08:00

what a joke by elmer. haha.

A did something wrong and wanted B to say sorry to him.

A: you better say sorry now or you'll regret.

B: (shouts) fcuk you lah~ why should i say sorry to you? if you really not happy we go toilet settle lah.

A: siao~ go toilet for what?! settle here lah!

B: (whispers to A) no lah~ go toilet to say sorry to you, a lot of people around i cannot say.

moral of joke: some people can only talk big in front of people, but they are a coward person actually. haha.

Germany sucks. yucks! what a lousy goal by klose. i'll hate you forever, because you cause me to lose money. and for tonight, go portugal!

why does it seems like i have so much to say to you, but i'm speechless everytime.

jet- cold hearted bitch

Flunk my test

2006-06-28T20:37:00.000+08:00

Thermofluids 2 test was fine but Mechanics 2 was hell for me. I hope that for mechanics i can at least get a pass. E learning assignments due this week, and i haven touch on them yet! School is tiring and stressful.

Won money again yesterday. Bought france for the 1x2. wooo. And i've decided to bet on portugal for this saturday match though england were the hot favourites to win. Now my favourite team spain is out. Portugal will be the team that i'll support to win the world cup. So go portugal!

to the world, you might be one person. but to that one person you might be the world. you know?

Lost soccer match

2006-06-25T14:13:00.000+08:00

Went pasir ris for soccer match yesterday. Lost heavily yet again. I'm impressed with the opponents midfield passing ability. They have the best midfield play i've seen so far after playing with other teams. If only our team could play like them. Still a lot of areas we need to improve. Certainly a learning experience for us.

To hell to whoever took Qing Long's handphone. Curse you. Imagine you're the one who lost your handphone. Please spare a thought for people.

just the girl(the click five) rolling stone originals - http://youtube.com/watch?v=9HNJhAMtzFI&search=just%20the%20girl%20live

do you really not know? or is it otherwise? the signs you're showing me seems so.

Happy Birthday Ting Ting

2006-06-24T01:13:00.000+08:00

Firstly, Happy Birthday to Ting Ting! Hope you enjoy your birthday. And i really have no idea what present to buy for you. But i hope my presence at your bbq does show you that i am sincere right? haha. Please don't say that i am finding excuses for myself. I am really sincere okie? lol.

Soccer later on. woooo. I miss playing soccer with my friends so much.

Eric dill from the click five got punk'd. LOL. check this. http://youtube.com/watch?v=JV50gfKhCjU&search=the%20click%20five

she's too much for me, but i keep coming back for more. every word she's ever said still ringing in my head.

Work marathon

2006-06-19T13:26:00.000+08:00

Working 7am for three consecutive days is damn fcuking tiring. My bones are breaking, and legs are numb.

I still haven start on my schoolwork yet. I MUST really start now. haha.

My entry is getting shorter and shorter each time. lol.

and i can't help myself, i don't want anyone else.

Owned

2006-06-14T12:38:00.000+08:00

World cup is so unpredictable.
I really think i should start on my school work.

All i can say is complete ownage.

but i can't give up just yet, cause every word she's ever said is still ringing in my head . . .

World cup!

2006-06-11T11:05:00.000+08:00

World cup finally here. Its like so fast. 5 years back, i remember i was still in secondary school struggling with my school work. I know nuts about football. All i knew was england and brazil, because they were the hot favourites for the winners. Lost my first bet. lol. Trinidad vs Sweden. I took Trinidad. I like to bet on lousy teams because the odds were higher. Its exciting if you bet and watch a soccer match. My heart was beating fast each time Sweden was close to a goal. Exciting. haha.

This week still the same. Work work and enjoy. E learning is such a waste of time and effort i think. But who cares?! since its holiday, so i'll just relax and enjoy. lol. Cousin wedding today. I've been serving people at my workplace, now its my turn to be served! finally. lol. May they have a blissful marriage.

I'm stuck.

Marquee

2006-06-05T12:03:00.000+08:00

Soccer in the morning with the guys on Saturday. Those uncles spoiled our soccer game. Every match we play, they were shouting outside for us to end the game and proceed to the penalty shootout. Each game lasted for only 10mins. Wtf!? Uncles go home feed your babies please, almost no hair still want to learn young people play soccer. Even Zidane knows his limits, retired this season. Had katong laksa for lunch. Fake katong laksa. Got scam. I wonder how many katong laksa and best roti prata stalls are there in Singapore. My favourite laksa is the one at queensway shopping centre. Damn nice.

Lan gaming for a while and went Marquee to catch the friendly match of england and jamaika. Final score was 6-0. Peter Crouch scored hat trick. Damn gay. His goal celebration is disgusting. He is the worse striker i ever seen in england. I think he should switch from playing soccer to basketball. His movement is really slow like snail. Looking at the way he run, i feel like vomiting. lol.

addicted to jet- look what you've done again. haha.

you've made a fool of everyone.

C Prog Test

2006-06-02T22:49:00.000+08:00

I think i haven been updating my blog as daily like before. Busy with test, work and stuff. This week routine was school, work, home, school, work, home and the cycle continues. It will be boring if i talk about my workstuff here.

Was quite owned by the Pro E test, couldn't finish the last model on time. Wasted! I know how to draw it! I think my score would be border line. For my Computer Programming, i think i knew how to do most of the questions, but i'm not sure whether my answers are correct. Hope they are. haha.

Soccer with the guys tommorow. Finally a day for me to relieve my stress. Ramming the ball around does help to relieve stress. try it. haha.

Srry for the short entry but i am really running out of ideas of what i should write. haha. I'll be back with more updates. Its friday night! Enjoy!

look what you've done.

X Men 3 At Marina Square

2006-05-28T14:19:00.000+08:00

This post is for yesterday. Saturday.

Soccer in the morning with the guys as usual. We had fun of course. Soccer is always fun isn't it.

Went PS for some shopping. Bought a jeans and a shirt at Levi's. Cost me quite a lot. Got to start working again. I like the shirt a lot because of the drums set and the speakers in the design. Took a bus to Marina Square after our dinner at Long John Silver. X Men 3 at 12am. The show was good, in terms of the graphics and the characters. It was quite sad in the end. Some main characters died. How great if i am a mutant. If i am a mutant, i would want to have the ability to pass through walls and read people's mind.

hey girl! , can i catch your wave?
hey girl! , can i drift away with you?

E Maths Test

2006-05-26T21:39:00.001+08:00

School from 8am to 10am. Maths Test at 5.15pm. I waited for 7 hours in school just for a 30mins maths test! How gay. Slacked at the computer lab for a while with Wenhao and gang. Went to library to look for Jeremy and Jiaqing. Thanks to both of them, for helping in my preparation for the test. Due to boredom, Jeremy and Me came out with a set of new lyrics for the song Good Day by The Click Five. We change the title to Good Game (dota version). haha. Some of you might not have heard of this song before, so you'll be quite lost. So go download it or you can ask me to send you. Here are the lyrics.

Good Game

I woke up early with my desktop on.
Wait for my lan to load.
I think about the noobs i gonna pwn.
Damn my mind is gonna blow.

I'm thinking out about what's ahead.
Maybe I'll just stay alert.
Cause its no fun to be the one pwn right in the head.
So i tell it to myself again.

Chorus:

Your farming for something you can't buy.
If you give it up you'll lose your mind.
There's always heros in your way.
What can you say.
You gonna have a good game.

I quit my game about a week ago.
Told that i need some time.
Now I'm going strong on Lycanthrope.
Scoreboard says i am doing fine.

I'm thinking out about what's ahead.
Maybe I'll just stay alert.
Cause its no fun to be the one pwn right in the head.
So i tell it to myself again.

Chorus.

Jostling about i couldn't lose.
I realised its the only thing i knew.

I'm freaking out about whats ahead.
Maybe i'll just stay alert.
Cause its no fun to be the one pwn right in the head.
So i tell it to myself.
Tell it to myself
Tell it to myself again.

Your farming for something you can't buy.
If you give it up, you'll lose your mind.
There's always heroes in your way.

Your farming for something you can't buy.
If you give it up, you'll lose your mind.
There's always heroes in your way.
What can you say.

Your farming for something you can't buy.
If you give it up, you'll lose your mind.
There's always heroes in your way.
What can you say.
Your gonna have a good game.
Your gonna have a good game.
Your gonna have a good game.

haha. damn lame. Hope i can do well in my maths paper.

friday night, baby are you sleeping?

Funny Lao Jiang

2006-05-25T23:04:00.000+08:00

Okie, today was really fcuk up. I was suppose to hand in my tutorial questions for PRO E( some software use to design 3d models). I went to class and tried to open the file which i had completed, BUT i can't seems to open! Datedue is today which means that i had to redo the drawing again!? It took me the whole lesson to finish. How fcuk right?!

Saw Lao Jiang on my way home. Its been long since i last met him. Crap with him on our way home. One funny statement he made.

Me: How does your girlfriend look like?
Him: Okie okie only lah. Average.
Me: Orh.
Him: Face not important lah, most important is her statistics.
Me: LOL. Crap.
Me: I thought you got very good taste one, why your girlfriend average only?
Him: You never heard before meh. LOVE IS BLIND LEH. AI QING SHI MANG MU DE.
Me: (laugh like mad.) lol.

He's still super lame as ever. haha.

don't be confused, be focused . . .

Back From Work

2006-05-22T01:15:00.000+08:00

Woooooo. I am back again. Finally i have the mood to blog again. haha. So here goes.

Mon to Thurs, 15-18 May

Practically, nothing much happen during the weekdays. Just school school and still school. I really got to start revising my work. I don't want to repeat any modules. Not anymore. I hope.

Fri, 19 May

Went to school in the morning just to realised that there is no class. So went to work at carlton in the end at 10am. We did the setting for the outside catering at China Embassy. Tired tired! I think those people are a bunch of cheapos. They look like one at least. End work at around 8 plus and went home.

Sat, 20 May

Soccer match with Weifeng friends in the afternoon at Compassvale Sec. All rules apply, as there was a ref. The pitch condition was quite alright, just a little uneven patch in the middle of the field. Score was (opponent) 6 - 2 (us) . Owned. We got totally own by them. They got fast speed, and their teamwork is good. We were playing at our best in the second half but it was too late. The ref told us that there was no formation in the first half. We were running everywhere, out of our position. Kind of disappointing. Hope we still can improve better.

Sun, 21 May

Went to work at Carlton at 10am. Wedding lunch. It was quite alright. The most tiring part was when we did the turnover. Wedding dinner. 38 tables. Very cramp in the ballroom. I am like a worm squeezing between chairs. Was perspiring like fcuk. 1 side station 3 person share. zZz. Crap. Really crap. Ah Lao said that if we want side station rent from him at 1 hour- $3.50. Not enough he will add another one for us. Crap. I almost rent from him ok. LOL. Shark fin, fish and dessert cannot pick up by using oval tray, only allowed to bring in 1 by 1. WTF!? I at the further end of the ballroom somemore. Its seriously gay. GAY GAY GAY!

Long Entry

2006-05-13T12:21:00.000+08:00

Wow, Its been long since i update my blog. Everyday i reach home, i am either too tired or busy to even find time to blog. So here's a brief summary of last week.

Friday, 5 May

Work at Carlton after school. Farewell dinner by some company. Slack. Ate lots of delicious food at the backlane. haha.

Saturday, 6 May

Soccer match with eugene friends in the afternoon. The match was supposed to be played in TP, but the security guard stop us from entering. Wtf!? Only TP students are allowed to play in the field, and non-students will be handed over to the police if they are caught playing within the campus. If its like that, then i think that TP is damn pathetic. Build such a big field for what? And i think that the security got a kiam pa face. Really. LOL. We end up playing in a pool of mud rather then a field. The final score was 6(opponent) - 4(us). Ok, i'm not being a sore loser, but i seriously think they sux, and we would had won by right. All their offside craps. They shouted offside and we having sportmanship stop the play but those fcukers?, continued the play even though we shouted offside, they claim that they were not in a offside position. I think we played well, i am not disappointed at all.

Wanted to watch MI3 at PS and Cineleisure but tickets were selling fast, so didn't watch in the end. Some of them went to play pool for a while. Went Rougue to had a drink. Virgin Mary and Bloody Mary sux. It tastes like tomato juice with chilli padi. Qing Long and Peng Leong ordered. LOL. I had my favourite vodka with lime.

I am glad that PAP won the Ajunied Zone. Somehow i have had a bad impression of the Workers Party. They give me the feeling that they are some uneducated people who speaks without using common sense. I would rather let a group of educated people with responsibility to dominate the Parliament then a group of brainless violent people.

Sunday, 7 May

Nothing much. Went to work for a wedding function. Feeling really tired. Hate Sunday. Its the last day of the weekend and there is school the next day. I couldn't watch the click five on MTV because of work. Grr.

Monday, 8 May

School. Monday Blues. I talk to some of my classmates. Thats a good thing. haha. Anyway check this click five video out http://www3.youtube.com/watch?v=AtClUKmMlVY&search=quicksilver%20revolution. Look at how eric strum his guitar. Power.

Tuesday, 9 May

Went town to meet Ting Ting, Huiting, Gerry, Huishan, Wendy, Alvin for dinner as it was Huiting birthday. Watch MI3 after dinner. The movie was cool because of the high tech gadgets they used. Maggie Q looks super hot and sexy when she came down from the lamboghini. God. She still look so young and sexy even in her 30's.

Wednesday, 10 May

Work after school at Carlton. It was Gui Yuan's first time working there. I was told to be in charge of the rotary club function. All of them were doctors, FUSSY doctors. But i received 10 bucks from one of them as tips. Wow. Even Ah Boon was shocked. haha. First time receiving tips from a guest. It feels good definitely. Well not the money that makes me feel good, its the satisfaction you get when you serve the guest well and they reward you with something.

Thursday, 11 May

As usual, went to work after school at carlton. Some bangala function. Buffet at esplanade ballroom. Easy, slack but boring. The function end very early. Around 8 plus. When the function finish, we did turnover to buffet lunch. Finish at around 9 plus. Sat down at backlane and chat till 11pm. LOL. Super slack right. Free money.

Friday, 12 May

Vesak day. Went to work at 12pm. Did chinese setting for that night dinner. Again its super slack. We finish our setting at around 4 plus. Partner with a china girl. I think i have a problem communicating with china people, i don't understand what are they trying to say and they don't understand what i am trying to say. zZz. But it was rather smooth eventually.

Saturday, 13 May

Soccer for a while. Went Citylink to get our Mother's day present. We both bought a watch. I bought a watch made with crystal around the frame. Looks quite class. Head down to Carlton for work. Wedding dinner of a Malaysian couple. The bride looks pretty i must say. 1 to 1 table service. How hard can it get?

By the way, check out the band call THE AFTERS. They are good.

Fragile life

2006-05-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

Hope that Des dad recover soon. Everything will be fine.

I just realised how fragile our life could be. I think we should lead a healthy lifestyle from now on. Hope my friends take good care of themselves too.

School. So i manage to have a better understanding of Mechanics 2 and C Programming. I do agree with my lecturer that the best way to study is to enjoy the learning process rather then memorising it. Pay full attention in class and you need not study at home. Well, the bottomline is to make full use of time in class and be productive. But sometimes even though our heart is determined, but still the flesh seems to disobey. So how?

I like eric's definition of music especially:

Music has the means to take you to places of memory, each time you hear a song you are joined again by that feeling you have for the song or what it means to you... what you were doing in life when you heard it in times before.

I think its true.

Goodbye Odel

2006-05-01T13:01:00.000+08:00

This entry is for yesterday Sun 30/4. This time i am not tired to blog, i am just too lazy. haha.

So Odel left for Indonesia. All the best in her studies in Australia. Don't come back with a australian accent. lol. And hope our alarm clock will help you in being early for your class. The innocent 5 know you'll need it. haha.

Had my dinner with desmond at Chinatown. Lots of good food there, but we only manage to try some of them. Qing Long came to meet us after having dinner with his family. Decide to go Clarke Quay to catch a soccer match. So we went to a place call Marquee(if i am not wrong) for the soccer match. Hotspurs 1 - 0 Wanderers. Quite a nice place to watch soccer, just that its very stuffy there, or maybe its the alcoholic drinks that cause my perspiration.

Fcuk lah PAP. Early in the morning at 8 plus, use big lorry and big speaker ask us to vote. Fine, you want to kaopei also find correct timing right. People sleeping you all there " Better life better living, pls vote for the PAP!". Now i know why you all always lose to the workers party in this district. I want to support you all also hard.

I think about the things i got to do, damn my mind is gonna blow. I'm freakin out about what's ahead, maybe i'll just stay in bed.

Soccer match (QL frens)

2006-04-30T11:35:00.000+08:00

This post is for yesterday Sat 29/4. I was too tired to blog yesterday.

Had a soccer match with Qing Long friends. We were suppose to play the match at a field near punggol interchange but ended up playing in a fcuk up field near compassvale. Field was muddy, wet and the weather was very hot by the time we walk from punggol to compassvale. So instead of starting at 10, the match started at 12 plus. I pity qing long friends, they came all the way from Sembawang to Punggol to play a field with bad condition. Wasted, wasted. Final score 8 - 2. Goals: 2 from Peng Leong, 2 from Eugene, 2 from Weisiong, 1 from Desmond, 1 from Glendon. Everyone played quite well yesterday especially people like Eugene, Gui Yuan, Andy, Weisiong, Peng leong and Desmond. And by the way, we change our team name. Instead of hounds united, we change it to Minor. Team Minor. It means we are a minority team. New team name, new team mates, new tactics, i am looking forward to more soccer matches. Legs feeling numb with bruises, body aching everywhere, but think of it, it was all worth while. Next week we'll be playing against Eugene friends from TP. Heard that they are from Seglap Sec School team. Just Bring it! LOL.

Went Bugis with Gui Yuan, Qing Long, Desmond, Andy to have dinner with Odel and her bunch of friends. She will be leaving later in the evening. So it was like a bid farewell dinner. Hope she like the present we gave her. lol.

Flu Flu

2006-04-27T23:04:00.000+08:00

Flu Flu go away, come again another day. I can't stand the mucas! It seems like no matter how many times i wipe it off, it will still flow down my nose. Isn't it embarassing when you talk to someone and suddenly your yellow, greenish mucas flow down from your nose down to your mouth?! Well, i was close to encountering that, but i was on time to grab the torn, dampy tissue that i had used earlier to stop my mucas from flowing down. Anyway i am not the type of person who have the habit of bringing tissue wherever i go. 'Great!' My nose is block as well. So even if you put the cow dung in front of me, i still can't smell it! haha. lame.

C Programming and Mechanics are giving me a headache for NOW ONLY. I am trying to understand them better. Hopefully i do. I started to talk to my classmates, but mainly about school work. Well, at least i tried to be sociable. haha. More days ahead to come.

I miss the click five performance. haha. I'm like listening to their songs over and over again and it just gets better and better.

Meaningful lyrics

2006-04-24T23:46:00.000+08:00

Seems nothing's the way that it used to be.

I think about this everyday.

Moving on now to new situations.

Not able to turn to what felt so right.

Now it's over, I guess that I'm older.

I'm putting it down on paper.

So I don't forget it all later.

Write it down, sound it out.

Make it loud and this time make it count.

The Click Five At Zouk

2006-04-21T23:57:00.000+08:00

This entry is for wednesday night. 19 april.

School as usual. It's been the second day in my new class and i haven really got to know my classmates yet. I feel so lonely during lessons. I miss year 1. Those days in DME 21 and DMA 22. So fun and enjoyable. The bunch of my classmates were like a motivation for me to go to school. And at least i have them to turn to whenever i have problems with my school work. But now... hmmm...

Went to Zouk for the click five event with Qing Long, Desmond, Andy, Gui Yuan, Odel, Michelle, Wiz and Jasmine(odel's friend). It was awesome, fun, powerful, fantastic, amazing and whatever word that means its good! Well, i shall let the pictures do the talking.

Joey my favourite drummer.

Joe with his electric guitar.

Ethan with his bass.

Eric got the girls went screaming. lol.

Ben looks cool when he plays the keyboard.

The Click Five!

I'll take my chances with you . . .

Picture with Joey. Woo!

Picture with Ethan.

Picture with Ben.

Picture of Joe with us.

Darling GuiYuan forvever. LOL.

The next boy band. LOL.

We had lots of fun with the click five! I hope they will come back to Singapore again soon! All the best to them! GOOD DAY!

Screw up time table

2006-04-19T00:38:00.000+08:00

2nd day of school. Change my class again because the class is full for one of my modules AGAIN. And this time, there are no friends which i know from this class. Totally no motivation to go school. But no i am left with no choice. Met my new classmates, but haven got the chance to talk to them yet. Hope i can click well along with them, i don't want to be outcast in the class!

Went bugis after school to meet Ming Yan for dinner at fish and co. It's been a long time since we meet up and talk about problems. School, friends etc... Talk about almost everything. And i think she is a fun person to talk to. haha.

Went kovan to meet Qing Long, Desmond, Andy, Gui Yuan for a chat. We were discussing on how to solve our team defense problems. And finally came out with another new soccer formation. Hope that the formation works out fine.

I am still EXCITED to go to the click five event. And a piece of good news for me, the age limit for entry is 16 and above. And thats means i can go in without borrowing ic from other people. Great great! Click Five here i come~~~

School Reopens

2006-04-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

Back to school. And that means i have to sleep early and wake up early. No more midnight activities for me. zZz.

Burn lots of brain cells on the first day of school. Have to work out my time table for the semester. And i still have to forward one of my modules to the next semester, just because the class is full. how sad. I thought i could clear all my modules this semester, but... grrr.

Went down Zouk with Qing Long to check if we could get the tics for the click five event this wednesday. But the supervisor told us that the event not organise by them, and told us to call the office tomorrow because the office is closed.

And when i reach home, odel told me that she got 4 invites from her friend to the event. OMG. and she's reserving two tics for me. One for me, the other for qing long. THANKS SO MUCH. I am so EXCITED. I am so hungry for the click five! Okie, now i have to go borrow ic from people because i am not legally 18 yet. It will be disappointing if we cannot get in on that day. So lets pray. haha.

Hoollaback Crew

2006-04-16T13:46:00.000+08:00

This entry is for saturday, which is yesterday. Firstly, Happy Birthday to our buddy Gui Yuan! And Happy Easter Day to all.

Soccer match in the morning against desmond friends at punggol. Final score was (us) 5-6 (opponent). Defense line was still very weak. Lots of error and blunder. Goal kick still can't make it, the ball can't even reach the midfield. Well, i personally feel that we could have won. It was a good experience for everyone in our team, at least we knew our own weakness and try to work and improve on it. Good game everyone!

Okie, here's the part that everyone want me to blog about. haha. It was a good laugh for everyone after the match. haha! Okie, we were 4-2 down and everyone were already very serious and desperate. And half way during the match, alex got injured and was unable to continue in the match. So substitution was made, Andy for Alex. Andy position himself in the defensive midfield, and everyone thought he was still not ready for that postion yet, so we change his postion to a striker instead. Know what Andy the joker did? LOL.
Okie, i think i will write in dialogue form, easier for me.

(just concede a goal) about to kick off. (everyone was very serious and fed up.)

Everyone: Andy! Why are you standing in the midfield?

Andy: I thought alex is midfield one then i sub his position mah.

Everyone: No no no. you go change in front and be striker.

Andy: (laughing and act cute tone) Huh!? Ok lah ok lah.

Andy: (act cute tone) heeheeheehee. (Took his own sweet time to walk in front.)

Elmer and Me: Faster leh. Everyone waiting for you and you still taking your time.

(can see even the opponent team also can't stand him.) LOL.

Andy: (act cute tone) heeheeheeheee, huh nah, huh nah.

Everyone: ( damn pissed off with him. )

After the match, we make fun of him. We imitate what he did, act cute and the way he walk. LOL.

To andy: haha, don't be angry when you see this entry. I hope you will also have a good laugh over it. LOL.

oh, i almost forgot. Here's another funny thing about alex. Do you know how it feels when you call a person name and he never reply? Fed up!

Me: Alex!

Alex: (No answer.)

Me: Alex!

Alex: (Still no answer.)

Me: Alex!

Alex: (Still don't want to answer.)

Me: Oie! Siao Eh! (in english it means hey crazy guy!)

Alex: What?

Wtf right. Call his name he don't want to answer. Call him siao eh then he answer. I don't know what's the matter with him. haha.

Hollaback Crew.

Gosh! Thanks so much for the tics Odel! The performance was good, fun, enjoyable and powerful, especially Ronin and The Click Five! Street Fuxion won most of the awards, and they certainly deserve to win. The Click Five performance got the whole crowd excited. And i almost went deaf, because everyone was screaming right into my ears. haha.

The drummer Joey Zehr look so cool when he plays the drums. He was like going crazy. haha. If you were to ask me who is my favourite member in the click five, it would definitely be Joey.

Had dinner with Rebecca and her friends( can't remember their names, haha.) at Pastamania. Went to meet Qing Long, Des, Gui Yuan, Andy and Weifeng. We went Chimjes for a drink and catch the soccer match between Arsenal and West Brom. Caught the last bus and head home.

You know?

Fuk Up Blogger

2006-04-14T01:42:00.000+08:00

Damn it. Cannot insert chinese words in blogger. Waste my effort to insert word by word from character map. Can only save as draft. ZzZ. Forget it.

Soccer in the afternoon with nutz. Had fun. Nothing much.

School starting soon. Got to change my lifestyle again. Sleep early, wake up early. Projects, test and exams. I'm looking forward to year 2. Hope everything go smoothly for me in school.

as near as it seems. i am still trying to treasure.

Gui Yuan's Chalet

2006-04-12T13:58:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Gui Yuan & Jason Seah. Cheers!

Went to Gui Yuan's birthday chalet at downtown east. 3 days 2 nights.

Day 1

Went NTUC to get our food and stuff for the bbq and some junk food for the night. Went wild wild wet after we put our stuff in the chalet room. The entrance fee was free because we had 4 free entrance tickets for each room, and we had 2 rooms, so total 8 tickets to wild wild wet for free. It was fun there, especially one of this ride which cause my heartbeat to increase. My whole body was wobbling after the ride. The feeling was like jumping down from a building. I was screaming at the top of my voice when the ride came down. haha.

Weifeng and me took a cab down to bedok 85 to meet jason, horng cher and another friend for dinner. Thanks for the treat jason! And hope that you will like your birthday present. The food was delicious. Carrot & oyster cake, satay, sambal sotong, stingray, clams, chicken wing. Oops I think i am getting hungry now. haha. Went back chalet for black jack and some games.

Okie, i promise to blog about what alex did. haha. He went to the toilet and sleep! OMG. I can't even stand the smell for a min, and he could actually sit on top of the toilet bowl and slept for like 20 mins. He said that we were disturbing his sleep. Have you ever gone to a chalet which is very quiet?! He's just trying to gain attention lah. haha. so we all understand. Another thing we realised about him, he likes to contradict himself, without knowing it. haha. But he's still our friend afterall. We still love him for who he is. LOL. Our group just love to make fun of him.

Day 2

Nothing much in the afternoon until 7 plus when bbq starts. Food was good, especially the prawns and the stingray. I feel like i am more like bbqing myself rather than the food. haha. Chat about stuffs with some of them. Back to chalet room and slept earlier then others. Was rather tired. Checked out on day 3.

Gui Yuan. Thanks for the chalet. We certainly had fun.

i wish i could, but i can't. i know and i know deep inside.

Uploaded Some Pics At Phunk Bar

2006-04-09T17:07:00.000+08:00

Here are some pics which were taken at phunk bar on thursday night. Thx wendy for providing it, and thx odel for uploading them.

Huiting, Me And Jo Jo.

Wendy, Me And Ting Ting.

Me And Ting Ting.

What's Jo doing here?! LOL. It's suppose to be a guy's group photo.

Stay at home and rot yesterday again. Nothing much. Was supposed to play soccer in the morning with nutz but i overslept. I'm sure Kaijie going to kill me the next time he sees me. haha.

Jason's birthday tommorrow. And i am still thinking what to get for him. I'll be having dinner with him. Chalet tommorrow too. I think its going to be fun. =)

Gig at Gashaus

2006-04-08T17:34:00.000+08:00

Went Gashaus for the Ronin and friends gig yesterday with odel and pam. Guiyuan, Qing Long and Andy came later too. Okie, crap with them. We were trying to act as if we knew how to play a bass, electric guitar and drums. But all was bullshit. lol. Had a good laugh with them. haha.

Soccer this morning. The soccer match at sembawang was postponed because qing long's friends could not book the field. Waited for them to meet for about 1.5 hours. Like wtf. Why can't our team be more punctual for soccer training? And i am damn piss with this person in the team with a fucking attitude problem. I shall not mention who is this person, and i am sure some people might know who i mean. And its not the first time you're late. You're like late for 12345678910 times. And i've had enough of your excuses. You think the whole world owes you for being late? Fcuk you. Excuses, exuses... Is that all you know? You're always correct while others are always wrong. Okie, i know its obvious who is the person. But who cares?! Enough of this fcuker. We played a friendly match against some outsiders at a field near puggol cc. It was very muddy but with my boots on, it wasn't as slippery as before. First half score was (opponent)2-1(us). Defence was really loose. We got it all wrong. But after some changes in our formation in the second half, we turn the tide. We won in the end, and the score was(us)4-2(opponent). It was a good game. And i'm trying to learn how to play better in the midfield. so hopefully i can improve.

Clubbing at Phunk Bar

2006-04-07T13:22:00.000+08:00

OMG. Super high yesterday. Well, not me alone. Everyone was. People who went: gerry, huishan, huirong, jasmine, josefyn, chunlin, raymond, valerie, huiting, ting ting and wendy. Decided to go DBL O initially, but i got caught by the bouncer. I am not legally 18 yet, so i am not allowed to enter. Went to phunk bar instead. $20 for guys, $10 for ladies. We got the ladies to get us drinks as it was the ladies night. And i must say that the vodka lime taste good. Dancing, screaming. haha. It was fun.! And everyone was shocked that valerie could dance so well, and raymond was like keep asking me to look at how valerie dance, i think he himself also amazed. haha. Thanks for the fun everyone!

Went heeren before clubbing cause gui yuan wanted to get a new wallet. But he could not find a design which he likes. Went to try our soccer boots size at paragon. And i'll be going there later to get the boots.

hope that you're fine.

Soccer formation

2006-04-06T14:23:00.000+08:00

Bored. Stayed at home yesterday. Had a discussion of our soccer team formation for this Saturday match against Qing Long's friend. The match will be held somewhere at sembawang. 10am. I wonder if i can wake up that early considering the transport time. Hope that someone will be kind enough to give me a morning call.

Okie, here's the formation after much discussion: 4-5-1
Substitutions: Andy, Gui Yuan.

Desmond

Eugene Elmer Weisiong

Bang lun Zach

Derrick Alex Rui jie Qing Long

And i would say that our soccer team is still very weak in field matches. Of 4 matches we played, we lost 3 of them. And we did not lose by a small margin, we got totally owned by them. Recently, we started training in soccer fields, so hopefully we can improve as a team. Most of them will be buying soccer boots for training. Somehow i feel excited for the team because we will all be working towards the same goal.

Night at Chimjes

2006-04-05T12:41:00.000+08:00

Stayed at home almost the whole day yesterday. Didn't go swimming because of the rain. Routine was like eat, sleep, online, tv. Rot!

The rotting continues till midnight. Went chijmes to meet odel, tianhee, kevin and a new friend warren. Drank a bit. Going back to that pub reminds me of that ang moh lady who went high. lol. Two hot ladies dancing there.

Elmer came over to my place to watch champions league soccer. Crap with him while watching the match. Might be going swimming later on. woo!

i told you everyday, every night in every way.

13th District At Cineleisure

2006-04-04T02:11:00.000+08:00

Soccer in the morning at a soccer field near puggol cc. Our first training in the field. The pitch was wet and slippery. Dirtied myself, but it was fun though.

To:Cesc and Josefyn

Sorry for making you guys piss off. Didn't mean to be late.

13th district. Very very nice show. A show filled with violence and action scenes. Thats probably why it is rated NC16. Swift and agile moves. Cool characters with cool fighting stunts. The show is trying to say that violence can't solve problems. something like that i think. okie, i will repeat myself. Its DAMN NICE. And that means GO WATCH IT!

Chilled at Balcony with Cesc, Odel, Josefyn, Gerry and Huishan. Had beer and nachos. Realised that corona beer taste better then tiger beer. Laughing at jokes and chit chatting. Had a great time!

i'm tougue tied. make me feel like. . .

The Day I Realised

2006-04-03T02:43:00.000+08:00

Tell me what to say. Everyday my confusion grows. Its always this that makes me think too much or lose my mind. I'm glad i said it. A load off my mind. I don't know how i was lead into this path, a path filled with fun memories. I wish that there will be no ending for this path, but at the same time i feel very lost in this path. I don't know where to start. tell me why?

Inside Man At Cineleisure

2006-04-02T05:00:00.000+08:00

Soccer in the morning again. Played with Nutz. It was very stressful playing with them. I think i am not used to their style of playing. I felt bad giving the ball away easily. Everytime i saw how exhausted and frustrated my teammates were, i would feel very guilty. I felt as if i am a burden to the team. i very much wanted to show them that i am trying my best even though i am the weakest among them.

Watch a late night movie at Cine. Inside man. A bank robbery which was perfectly plan by a man. A show with some hidden messages behind like politics, terrorism, racism and etc. There were some parts which were funny. Overall it was quite an interesting movie. ok, i shall keep you in suspense of the contents, if you are really interested, go catch the movie yourself!

I don't mind, and i'm willing to. :)

Work (Dinner and Dance)

2006-04-01T02:54:00.000+08:00

I can't believe it. lol. I actually became a cocktail server. That old man again. Of so many ladies, why the hell did he choose me?! Do i look like a cocktail server to him?! haha. Dinner and Dance of national service resort or country club if i remember correctly. Buffet. So it was easy. Everyone was enjoying the show while working. Midnight was even more slack. All we need to do was just to arrange the tables for the wedding dinner tommorrow.

Supper at 401 with Kaijie, Shihui and Cesc. We were crapping about how violent a bangala can get. Kaijie told me that if you want to kill that old man, you should start saving money now. Give the money to a bunch of bangala, and they will cook that old man into curry. BBQ ah lao. We joke that he would be screaming on the bbq pit " i won't die! unless you all work till 1am! ". LOL. I asked Kaijie what if the bangalas gets caught for manslaughter and they are force to reveal their mastermind. He said that bangalas are very loyal and they would tell the police "you kill me i also won't tell you!!!!" (he said it in a bangala tone). LOL. i laugh till i teared. It was damn funny. I know it will sound stupid when i tell you people here. You just got to listen and look at how Kaijie describe that. haha.

I dare not dream.